Wednesday, December 19, 2007
soup kitchen
Thursday, December 13, 2007
my nephew's first birthday
last weekend we celebrated jack's first birthday (dohl). a few weeks b/f the party, my sister's church had a guest speaker who criticized people for spending too much money on their children's birthday parties. funny timing.
at the party, many of the guys were wearing orange ties. i felt left out of this recent trend.
Thursday, December 6, 2007
december birthdays
Monday, December 3, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
thanksgiving day football
thanksgiving was strangely warm. it was perfect weather for our church football game. about 10 years ago i bought my football cleats, knowing that i would only use them once a year. i guess i'll be ready to use them again next thanksgiving.
i picked up suhee's new car last night. mazda6 sportwagon. we got an awesome deal through carsdirect.com. we paid $2,229 below invoice price.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
scott brenner worship concert
on friday our church hosted a worship concert w/scott brenner. he is a caucasian-american who is married to a korean woman, & he's been doing worship ministry in korea for many years. he has some serious worship-leading skills & the band was awesome. & he actually sings in korean too. it was great to see the sanctuary full of people of all different ages. & there was so much passion for the worship. you could feel the energy & buzz in the air.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
pastors conference
many people make fun of my black rockport shoes & call them "grandfather" shoes. i noticed that loren cunningham was wearing the same shoes as me.
loren cunningham led a session & it was awesome. he basically shared his testimony of how he started ywam. even though i knew the story because i read his biography, it was amazing to hear him tell the story. he talked about "walking through the cross", or suffering for the ministry. he shared about how he was so ashamed when one of his big ministry projects failed in a big & public way. there were a lot of sniffles & tears in the room.
before that i've heard loren cunningham speak twice at large events. & honestly i wasn't thrilled about his messages. but yesterday i was so moved when he opened his heart & shared his life experience w/us.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
hello CM
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
halloween
Thursday, October 25, 2007
i must be getting old
last sunday we played basketball at church. i got to take some pictures during the first game. then when i started playing i kept thinking, "man i want to sit out so i can take more pictures". it's pretty sad that i would rather take pictures over playing basketball.
the 'cute' guy taking the weird left-handed layup is our youth director (pat nam).
Saturday, October 20, 2007
gideon's new friends
Thursday, October 18, 2007
pilgrim church
Monday, October 15, 2007
danny lee's wedding
last weekend danny lee (korean kid who grew up across the street from me) got married. my brother & i used to beat up on him when he was a little kid. now he is really tall & really big & he's a new york city cop. because he is a family friend, my whole immediate family was at the wedding. it was strange to see my family all together & all dressed up like that. it was also strange to be at a wedding that i wasn't officiating. it freed me up to play the "wedding photographer" for the night. people who didn't know me probably thought i was one of the hired photographers.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
i can't believe we left california
we recently made our big move from california to new jersey. i still can't believe it; it feels so surreal. i haven't lived w/my parents since i was in high school, but i'm back living w/my parents (until we find a place of our own). this is the town i lived in since i was a one-year-old. it's weird how familiar places have changed so much. we started at our new church (pilgrim church in paramus). we will be leading the english ministry. it really is a great church w/a great senior pastor.
though we were excited to come back to new jersey, it was really hard to leave ca. at our goodbye party our church members even made a banner that said, "farewell pastor joe, suhee smn, & gideon". & we were really touched to have some of our friends come to see us off at the airport. (thank you guys). but the thing that touched me the most was that our church members collected money and bought me a lens for my nikon. they got me the nikon 85mm f1.8. it's my first expensive lens that proudly says, "made in japan". (thank you guys, i felt like you really knew my heart, my wants, & my needs. suhee & i felt really loved & blessed by you guys. we miss you guys so much.) but i've been trying to mentally turn the page & start my new life here.
as part of my chu-family-duties i took my nephew (matthew) to his peewee football game. i took this picture w/my new lens. the lens is so sharp it'll cut you :> i envision how this lens will take awesome pictures of gideon & my future kids as they grow up :>
when i talk to strangers about our moving situation, they often say, "how could you leave san francisco?" it's not an easy transition, but we really believe that God opened this door for us to come to new jersey & serve the church here.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
100-day (behk-il)
Friday, September 21, 2007
sf giants game
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
church growth
on the one hand, i think that's a really stupid motivation to attend a church. on the other hand, i believe that the church is trying to reach stupid people.
some pastors try very hard to NOT show favoritism to celebrities/famous people and rich people. while others use those people to attract more people into their doors. i don't think either approach is right or wrong, just something i'm thinking about.
Monday, September 17, 2007
my brother gets to meet famous people...

my older brother works for an asian-american entertainment company (imaginasian). he gets to travel all over the world and meet many celebrities. i usually don't care that much but his company just hired josh "the babyface assassin" barnett to do commentary for pancrase fights that they will begin to air. josh barnett is one of the best heavyweight fighters alive today. so my brother had dinner with him last night & will continue to meet w/him in the future.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
stressful day
lately i've been feeling so stressed out. mostly because of today's surgery, & partly because of the headache of preparing to move. i've been working as the "resident manager" of my apartment. up until recently, working w/the larger management company has gone smoothly. everyone there has been super-polite and competent at what they do. then last week, one very incompetent person from the company tried to blame me for something that she failed to get done. she was so rude, & i felt so disrespected. the following day she kind of apologized to me in front of the guy in charge of the company (who also happens to be her dad). it's funny how one bad experience makes me think of the whole company in a negative light. (i guess that's how many people feel about church.) but it's weird how that one small experience got me so angry. sometimes it's hard to be "big", & so easy to be "small & petty".
last night i showed an empty apartment unit to a couple that just came from russia. i proudly told him how my wife did her first year of college at moscow state university (very prestigious in russia & eastern europe). he one-upped me by telling me that he is a professor from there. he is here in california to teach astrophysics at uc berkeley.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
daniel & michelle's wedding
on monday (labor day) two of our church members got married (daniel koo & michelle chang). i was so honored to officiate the wedding. i even wore my minister's robe to look more formal. it really was a beautiful wedding & a beautiful moment when the couple exchanged their vows. during the vows the bride cried, which caused others to get choked up too.
one of the groomsmen is a product developer for shutterfly.com. i was excited to meet him because i am a huge fan & user of shutterfly. he told me about a new poster/picture collage product that he is working on, & he told me that he would send me some free promotionals. definitely someone i want to keep in touch with :>
here is one of my "collections" (publicly shared online photo album) from shutterfly: gideonchu.shutterfly.com
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
retreat
when jin blogged about the retreat he talked about coming back from brokeback mountain. i guess he compared it to brokeback because we experienced so much male-bonding. we ate a lot meat, we played football in the water at the beach, & we squeezed in together in the hot tub.
good times...
Monday, August 27, 2007
awesome video clip of a politician defending his belief in God & creation
on our church blog, someone (i think it was junmo) posted an awesome video clip. it's great to see intelligent people defending their faith in the midst of a hostile world.
randy couture did it again...
randy, you "shocked the world" again. at least the world of mma.
the next time randy fights, i will try not to doubt him again. but if he fights fedor emelianenko, then i will once again join the "randy-doubters". if he beats fedor, i think he will earn his respect as the greatest mma fighter ever. exciting times in the world of mma :>
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
marathon week
tuesday: celebrated our 3-year wedding anniversary
wednesday: flew to new jersey (arrived at 10:30pm)
thursday: met w/the local presbytery that ordained me
friday: flew to california (left my parent's house at 4am to make the 7am flight)
friday night: married couples small group meeting
friday midnight: dropped my car off at my mechanic's place (tires were bald)
friday after midnight: went to jae's house for daniel's bachelor party event
saturday morning: went deep sea fishing (ate breakfast at 3:30am, boarded the boat at 6am, returned to land at 3pm)
saturday afternoon: picked up my car w/new tires
saturday night: jean kim & his family of 4 came over for dinner
sunday morning: gave the sermon at cckpc at 10am
sunday afternoon: gave the sermon for our church at 1pm, played basketball after church
sunday night: church servant team meeting
i will never go deep sea fishing ever again in my life. i was so sick & i threw up so many times. it was torture. but it's good to be back on land again. today for dinner we went to jin/mary's to eat some of the rock cod that jin caught. it was really good. i shamelessly invited myself over when i overheard that they were planning to eat the fish on monday night. :>
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
bye bye miata :<
Friday, August 3, 2007
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
the in-laws
suhee's mom spent two months w/us to help w/the baby. last week suhee's dad came to spend one week w/us. they both flew back to korea together this past monday. we had a great time of family bonding. we had a chance to spend a few days in the russian river area. it was so beautiful & peaceful up there. here's a pic from the balcony of our rental condo.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
macro lens
Monday, July 23, 2007
youth retreat
Thursday, July 19, 2007
youth retreat this weekend
Thursday, July 12, 2007
American vs Chinese Justice
China executed the former head of its food and drug watchdog on Tuesday for approving untested medicine in exchange for cash. During Zheng's tenure from 1998 to 2005, his agency approved six medicines that turned out to be fake, and the drug-makers used falsified documents to apply for approvals, according to previous state media reports. One antibiotic caused the deaths of at least 10 people.
Here is a excerpt about Scooter Libby...
Breaking news reports late on Monday showed that President George W. Bush had commuted the sentence of I. Lewis "Scooter" Libby, a former top aide who also served as Chief of Staff to Vice President Dick Cheney. An appeal by Libby to stay out of jail pending an appeal of his conviction for committing perjury and other offenses was rejected by a federal court this morning.Libby did not receive a pardon, but he did have his 30 month jail sentence commuted by President Bush. He remains guilty of the felonies of perjury, obstruction of justice, and making false statements in the federal investigation of the outing of covert CIA agent Valerie Plame Wilson. He will also pay a $250,000 fine.
Although Libby's crimes were not as severe as Zheng's, I am still amazed at how differently the American government and Chinese government handled these cases. At first I thought that America has become too "soft" as a society. Soft in our morals and in our ability to execute justice. But on a more positive note, I believe that America is a country that has embraced the concepts of mercy and grace. Even if all of us don't agree with this kind of forgiveness, I think we can all understand the heart behind it. Despite all the political reasons for "commuting" Libby's sentence, I believe that the main reason was a simple desire to forgive.
Monday, July 9, 2007
Saturday, July 7, 2007
7-7-07
this date occurs once a century.
i think that most people are superstitious.
& many people consider 7 to be a lucky number.
it's even an important number in the Bible.
i heard that there are a record number of marriages today. something like three times the usual number.
& many women have scheduled to have their c-sections today, so that their babies could be born on this day.
studies show that successful athletes tend to be very superstitious.
& highly-successful people in various fields tend to be very superstitious too.
in china, 8 is considered to be a lucky number. so the opening ceremony for their summer olympics will begin on 8-8-08 at 8pm.
interesting
Friday, June 29, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
last weekend
on saturday in the ufc (ultimate fighting championship), bj penn beat jens pulver. even though jens seems like a nicer guy, cooler person, more humble, better character. i couldn't help rooting for bj penn simply because he is asian. i guess part of it is that i'm tired of people thinking that asians are so wimpy & weak. two of the best fighters in mma (mixed martial arts) are asian, bj penn & denis kang. denis kang is half-korean & half-french, his father being korean.
on sunday our church members returned from their mission trip to the Crow Nation (Native American Indian Reservation) in Montana. as expected, they had a great trip & great experience. i was sad that i couldn't go w/them this year.
on sunday night i went w/jin to help him buy a fish tank from a guy he found on craigslist. the guy's three-car garage was full of fish tanks, wall-to-wall. apparently he breeds fish & sells them. since i consider myself to be a considerably knowledgable fish-tank person, i kept asking the guy questions about the equipment & how to set up the tank. the guy just assumed that jin & i lived together, thinking we were some kind of alternative-lifestyle couple. & we drove there in jin's wife's little hot-red scion. so before we left i made it clear to the guy that jin & i don't live together & that's not "how we roll".
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
gideon's first week home
monday: first doctor's visit
tuesday: appointment with lactation specialist
wednesday: second doctor's visit
friday: circumcision
& every day he has a photo shoot with us at home. suhee is working so hard & is doing such a great job. it's amazing how much our lives have changed in such a short time.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Birth of Gideon Wisdom Youngjin Chu
7 Lbs. 9 Oz.
20.47 inches
Suhee’s due date was June 7. We entered the hospital at 3am on Monday, June 11. We were about to be sent home because Suhee’s contractions were not strong enough and she did not dilate enough. After getting an ultrasound we learned that her amniotic fluid was very low. For this reason we stayed at the hospital. During the contractions Gideon’s heartbeat slowed down significantly because there was not enough cushion provided by the amniotic fluid. Later we learned that Suhee’s water broke over 24 hours prior to entering the hospital. Later in the day Suhee developed high blood pressure and a fever. The fever was probably caused by an infection. The fever caused Gideon’s heartbeat to speed up too quickly. For all of those reasons our doctor strongly recommended that we get the baby out quickly with a C-section. In addition to this it was about 10pm and Suhee was still not dilated enough, even though she was getting augmented/induced all day with pitocin. And she was exhausted from the long labor, lack of sleep, and lack of food/drink. She did a great job under all of that hardship. During the C-section we learned that the umbilical cord was wrapped around Gideon’s neck. This would have caused him even more stress if a natural birth was attempted.
Now Suhee & the baby are doing fine. We feel so blessed & so fortunate. We want to thank everyone who supported us and prayed for us.
If you are interested in seeing more pictures you can go to: gideonchu.shutterfly.com
Friday, June 8, 2007
due date
because suhee's mom is living w/us, i've been watching tv less & going to morning prayer more. actually the three of us have been sharing a "family worship" every night. suhee told her mom to limit it to 30 minutes, but we've been averaging one hour.
one of the highlights of my week was stocking up my coffee supply. i bought 13 pounds. the bag on the left is 5 pounds of guatemalan something. the coffee guy called it a "guat". he also explained to me that kona coffee is so expensive because the u.s. laborers cost more. he said that the coffee from oaxaca, mexico is very similar to kona. so i got two different varieties from oaxaca.
we're about to start our "family worship" now.
i hope the baby comes soon.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
last weekend
on sunday one of our church members was baptized at our service. after the baptism our small group sang a special worship song to celebrate her baptism. we convinced her husband to sing one of the verses alone. he was a total stud because even though he's not a polished singer, he sang very sincerely & moved his wife to tears.
after church we had our first softball practice, in preparation for an upcoming tournament. we're forming a team together with the korean ministry. whenever i hit the ball, it wouldn't go as far as i expected. in my mind i kept blaming the bat. back in ny we used to go to the batting cages to prepare for a softball tournament. so nerdy.
suhee's mom flew in last wednesday. she'll be staying w/us for two months to help out w/the baby coming. now that we're all prepared, i'm anxious for the baby to come out. due date is this thursday, june 7.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
the perfect church guitar

the reason this is "the perfect church guitar" is because the price is reasonable. & unlike an acoustic guitar, this guitar is not fragile & does not require much maintenance. it is an electric guitar that has an acoustic pickup system. & it really does sound like an acoustic guitar. it reminds me of the takamine sound & the taylor sound (mix between acoustic & electric). & it looks awesome & it is really light.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
mt. diablo
Thursday, May 24, 2007
good eats

Our friends (Abe & Judy) visited

Hotaru (
Monday, May 21, 2007
thank you for the baby shower!
I also wanted to say thanks to all the guys who took me out for dinner yesterday. I had a good time & my steak was awesome. I'm hoping we can play Risk again, maybe this Saturday after the UFC? Go Chuck!
Saturday, May 19, 2007
grilling obsession
Thursday, May 17, 2007
it's a small world after all
gas grill
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
childbirth class
apparently one in three babies in the U.S. is delivered by cesarean section. in great britain 55% of babies are delivered by c-section. obviously a natural birth is generally safer for the mom & the baby. it's confusing to know when to argue against having a c-section, & when to give in to the doctor's advice.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
philip yancey

about five years ago i read his book, "what's so amazing about grace?". i've never heard anyone explain God's grace as well as him. that book was really amazing, especially the chapter about the lovesick father. he talked about how God loves us so much that it makes him sick.
anyways, i think i've "typecasted" yancey as the guy who is good at talking about grace. even though he was talking about prayer last week, all i heard was the message of grace.
he showed pictures of the mountains in colorado springs. he explained how the mountain-top snow melts to form fresh lakes. then those lakes overflow & form rivers that flow down into the city. he compared that to God's grace that always flows down to the lowest depths.
Friday, May 4, 2007
go warriors!

I have theory that wherever I am living, the local teams tend to do well. The summer that I moved to
I haven’t kept up w/basketball in years, but I’m excited to watch the Warriors go all the way.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
funny story about beer & sahnmaru
Sahnmaru is a korean restaurant that I go to pretty often w/church members. Recently one of our church guys went there w/his parents, & they ordered three beers w/their dinner. The waitress served his parents, but didn’t serve him beer. His parents insisted that he was old enough to drink legally. The waitress said that she has seen him at the restaurant w/ “joseph chu moksanim” (moksanim means pastor). That’s why she didn’t feel comfortable serving him beer.
Friday, April 27, 2007
$400 haircut
dog the bounty hunter

Lately I’ve been reading the blog of a well-known pastor named Mark Driscoll. I was thrilled to see that he blogged about this show. He said that this show & The Ultimate Fighter are the best reality shows. And he said that he watches this show religiously w/his three sons.
Dog is a tough guy w/a big heart. He is able to intimidate & subdue his suspects. But after he catches them, he counsels them to reform their lives. The show often shows Dog praying w/his family. And they occasionally show him meeting w/his pastor to receive counsel & prayer.
On one episode he went to city hall to receive an award. Dozens of reformed druggies & prostitutes came out to honor him. When he saw them, he was moved to tears & said to his wife, “Beth, these are our people”. That really reminded me of how Jesus reached out to the lowly.
On one episode his wife bought him a shirt w/a designer label. He told her that he doesn’t wear clothes w/another person’s name on it, unless the name is “Jesus Christ” or “Harley Davidson”.